the words that started it all

my payback; she ended up in a tub freeze with me, crying as she tried to wake me up. the thing was i havent taken enough to kill myself, it took me alot to do that but i knew if i risked myself she would see what she was doing.

i opened my eyes, i was shivering because of the ice in the water. i was keeping up the side of me i never showed her as i climb out of the tub, i looked back at her and my heart stopped seeing her like that.

pulling her out the tub holding her tight, hoping i hadnt taken that too far. looking at her, she was the last thing i cared about. i didnt know how that happened but i did. i told her that night, i loved her.

we got back on track the next day, we both agreed getting away was for the best. she booked everything while i slept, smiling at her as you messed around with the hotel room we stayed in our first night away. i didnt know what was to come but i was ready to stay here, by her side.