The Fight

After making the decision to stay,refurnishing my house and waiting to hear from Felicia, I decided I needed a little retail therapy. I took myself out shopping for new clothes,in hopes that I would be able to lift my spirits and pick my broken ego up and start piecing it back together.

I walked out of a store to the sound of a truck beeping at me,I looked up and when I saw him,a smile instantly played across my lips.

Brandon pulled up next to me,if it could have,my heart would have skipped a beat,I'm sure of it. We spoke,the flirtation more obvious this time. I picked up on his interest as well as let him know about mine.

He couldn't stay,so we said goodbye and I continued shopping. I was heading to my car,finally done when the truck pulled up again. Excited for more time to talk to him I eagerly ran up to the window.

There was a girl inside,he told me she was the wife of the guy I had left the bar with a few days back. I instantly jumped on the defensive,threatening her and baring fangs.

It was then that he showed me the darkness that he had kept hidden from me until that moment. We fought,I shoved him,and was shattered when he basically told me he wanted nothing to do with me.

I left that parking lot with what could only be considered a broken heart. Why did he affect me so much? What was it about him that got through and turned me into a schoolgirl?

I was sorry,I needed to tell him...was he going to listen?

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